I'm letting go of a former "you" today. I'm sifting the memories and the times shared. I'm cleaning my heart and my head and my soul. There was a time when this "you" was good for them all, but definitely plenty times of the opposite. It seems that every time I think I'm neutral I get stung by something small. But today I'm letting go. Maybe somewhere down the line, the word friend will float in off of some unexpected breeze, but I won't hold my breath. Not that I ever was.
My biggest fear is that I've lost everyone else from back then. I know it's not true, but it feels DAMN close to that when I let myself think about it. So in reality I just don't think about it. But thanks Facebook, thanks.