"and you called action"

Chasing Cars lyrics
-snow patrol-
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
I said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I'm feeling pretty damn emo today, if you can't tell. I don't' feel well physically and I just want to crawl back into bed with my fiance and sleep for a few more hours. Neither of us are feeling great which sucks since we're supposed to leave for our first (my first since I was like 12) vacation very early morning Saturday. We're supposed to be at the airport somewhere around 3:40am. I do fine on little to no sleep, but I'm worried about my baby. Plus he hates flying :( A few people @ work have been avoiding me and i know it's only bothering me today because I'm moody, but isolation is weighing heavily on me today. I know I could get up, but everyone looks like i'm intruding.

Can somone please just put my self-esteem out of its misery?