tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625047018516658889.post4619497137053755350..comments2023-06-18T06:52:07.983-04:00Comments on Love Just is: I'm struggling and I need to be honest about it.lovejusticehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04546708864820606590noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5625047018516658889.post-66311172665444369572009-10-19T15:00:41.313-04:002009-10-19T15:00:41.313-04:00This is a lot to share and I appreciate you for be...This is a lot to share and I appreciate you for being honest about it and really examining what you're feeling and going thru. I'm not going to blow a bunch of sunshine up your butt (who needs that), give ideas for ways to get better (you're smart.. if it was an easy fix, you would've done it by now), or anything like that. I love you. <br /><br />I started to feel that way about my cutting for awhile.. that it was never enough, never hurt enough, wasn't deep enough. It scared me so badly that I had to stop, because I started to wonder if I was going to permanently injure myself. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt myself to the point where later I would be angry at myself for "ruining" my life in some way. I don't know. <br /><br />I've never felt thin enough. Even a few years ago when I was wearing the same size clothes as Haley.. I still wanted to lose more weight. Went to the gym today for the first time in awhile.. hoping it will make me feel better. I've yet to ever work out too hard and I'd be interested what my limits are. <br /><br />Anyways.. some honesty from me and appreciation for yours. I wish I had the courage to blog honestly and openly like you do. Thanks ~EAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com